I have always harbored a feminine side of me that was kept secret for many years due to the culture in which i was raised. I learned early in life that being born a male i was expected to follow the rules of masculinity and to avoid the dreadful plague of femininity reserved exclusively for females. I abided by the rules of man because i wanted to please my parents and i wanted society to accept me as a normal boy developing into a normal man. I was constantly reminded not to display emotions or feelings like a girl but be strong, competitive and never, never, show weakness. The problem i faced was my inner desire to taste and experience the forbidden fruit of femininity that was off limits to me from the moment i was born. I did not understand why there was a dividing line between men and women and why women were considered weak for being in touch with their feelings as well as the feelings of others. Since i was not allowed to indulge in girly behavior because of my male birthright i discovered a creative solution that permitted me to drink from the fountain of feminine waters. I started snooping in my sister's closet for articles of clothing that caught my interest and i would borrow a few items to try on. The moment i put on a pair of girl underwear i became a whole different gender and i was allowed to cross over the line of the great divide. However i was in constant fear of being discovered so i had to limit my girl time. As i grew older and moved into my own apartment i was able to dress in full and enjoy girl time for as long as i needed. Today i am man during the week and on weekends i become Jennifer. In essence of have two spirits, one male and one female. The internet has opened up new avenues of discovering friends who are similar to me or who accept my feminine side which allows me to grow stronger in my true self.

Ma personne idéale : I could write an essay on what i think is the ideal person, but i won't because i know that laying out parameters will never work because nobody is perfect and nobody can specifically be ideal to all my wants and desires. I am basically looking to chat with others and developing friendships. I love to role play and enjoy sex play internet cyber encounters. I am not comfortable meeting someone i barely know in person for the sole purpose of physical sex. I need to have an emotional attachment to feel comfortable to meet. Cyber sex has no limits and allows me to explore new sexual experiences. One day i may seek a partner but for now it is playtime.

Quels types d'activités sexuelles vous excitent?:
Donner le sexe oral, Recevoir le sexe oral, Le sexe anal, Jouets (vibrateurs/godemichés/etc.), Fétiches, L'esclavage en douceur, Jeux de rôles, La partouze, Torture de la poitrine/des mamelons, serre-joint, etc.

Quels sont les facteurs importants lorsque vous recherchez un partenaire sexuel ?:
Attraction physique, Fétiches communs ou similaires, Expérience dans un rôle spécifique (soumis/dominant; esclave/maître), Discrétion, Appétit sexuel, Volonté de discuter ouvertement et de tout essayer, Niveau de créativité/perversité

Avez-vous déjà fait du cybersexe  ?:
Pas question, pas de virtuel que du réel pour moi.

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