I am a really principled Lover looking for a permanent relationship that is serious and healthy. I am settling for just having to Love women physically since I cant find any that want to be Loved emotionally as well. I am a closet case freak but I have really bad social anxiety. Sometimes I wish it could just be simple and sexual but I worry too much about making women feel cheap so unless it is made clear they want the same thing I do, I usually cant initiate sex. It wouldnt be a problem if I could just find someone that believes in True Love and Committment. It is NOT true that women want to find decent guys or emotional connections. Real Love and Emotional companionship requires we risk permanent injury to our soul in order to gain equal or greater Love and Fulfillment. If you are not willing to bet EVERYTHING on the possibility of Love EVERY TIME, then you have no chance of ever knowing what LOVE is. You cant win the lottery if you dont buy a ticket. I am always risking it all but it seems nobody else is. I get hurt and disappointed usually but I will NEVER blame the next person for what the last one did. I will continue to give everyone the benefit of the doubt and wear my heart on my sleeve because what I want MOST is for someone to do the same for me. I dont deserve to be trusted with someones feelings if I dont trust anyone with mine. Ugh....I have so much more to say but it is unlikely anyone cares or understands anyways. On a much simpler note: I just want to worship women's bodies^:)^. Can I chap my face between your legs?:"> Can I try to suck the Freckles of your Tit?O:) I am on my knees and my will is your command....just tell me what to do! :((

My Ideal Person Freckles, Glasses, Buck Teeth, Dimples, Scars, Piercings, Tattoos, blue hair .....but I dont expect to ever meet anyone like that. I think almost all women are beautiful. I usually end up with classically beautiful women but trust me when I tell you that what most people consider FLAWS, I consider CHARACTER!

....I am not going to go into my ideal person in regard to personality, values, morals and such....way too much to say and I would probably be setting myself up for disappointment. LOL.