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Missing my friends
Posted:Feb 16, 2022 7:30 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2024 9:55 am

Been very hard at work around the house. Not having any free time chat with any of my friends on here. Had a yard sale but did not do that good because of SuperBowl weekend. Will another yard sale but this time I will take things my sons house on Electric Avenue and 40th street. More traffic at his place. I all types of things from Kitchen supplies all the way tools. Dressers, glass ware, chains, drill press, table saws, fire extingushiers, and a whole lot more.

I will also cds, albums, and radios

If your looking for something let me know what your looking for and I will see if I .

Till next time a good night and please stay safe out .
Hard Work Daily
Posted:Feb 4, 2022 10:16 pm
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2022 1:47 pm

Sorry I have not been on but since Mansel passed it’s been a lot of hard worI am cleaning out the house and garage getting all the trash out and in the process finding a lot of things we can at a garage . Mainly tool boxes and tools, big table saws and table drills, we also have lots of appliances, dishes, tshirts, computer parts and inks, I have a lot of stuff in all departments.

Meanwhile I still have to go to foot doctor twice a week getting strapping treatment and injections. Husband ended up having eye surgery on the 1st so he not able to do hard lifting for the first two days but managed to get some work done.

Any mechanics out there can hit us up if interested in old machines. Or even the tools I have a lot of tool boxes and the stackable tool drawers and like I said a lot of tools it’s just so much he a hoarder of tools and new parts.

Well I just wanted you to know I’m still here and working my ass off trying to take care of Mansels house and animals.
Posted:Jan 27, 2022 1:50 pm
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2022 2:16 am

I have had problems with my right foot lately. Doctors say my tendon is torn so they are giving me injections every Friday to see if that will help. Well today I taking out the trash and my damn which is mixed with German Shepard and pit bull decided to jump at me and made my foot pop. I’m in so much pain I can not even walk on it right now.

Of course this all happens when I’m alone and no one is around to help me. I’m so used to this. But it would be nice to have someone around.

I’m sitting here with it elevated I hope it helps it a bit. It seems like this year is going in the wrong directions. But I will not give up, I’ll keep fighting for what I and show all these men in my life I am worth everything and more. They can stay by my side or leave it does not matter anymore.

The that is renting a room in my house does tariot cards and she did a reading on me and it’s something I have already known about myself for years that it is my turn to just think of myself and stop worrying about what others think or feel about me. In other words I have to take care of myself and think of myself and not all the loved ones around me.

Sometimes people think that is selfish but I’m always worrying about others and not myself. Time to do what makes me happy…..

First thing to do is get this damn foot fixed so I can do the things that make me happy..
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Another morning
Posted:Jan 26, 2022 7:59 am
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2022 10:56 am

I’m still here. Thank God for giving me another day to do his work. I’ve been going through all Mansels things getting together what his sister wants and meanwhile I get texts messages from so called friends asking if they can come by and pick up something of Mansels.

Where were they when he was alive? That is my question. Only one of his friends I care for is Bob because he was a genuine friend and is not asking for anything. All he is doing is telling me he has things of Mansels at his house and they belong to me now. Do not know what they are but when I get his ashes I will find out when I go and spread them out in the desert.

Mansels sister has been okay with me so far as long as I keep cleaning the house and yard and caring for his animals. But I’m still not sure she will give me his share of the house like he told me weeks before his passing.

I sent her the paperwork for the living trust do not know if I did the right thing or not but to late I already sent it.

She received it Monday so hopefully I will know something. I know she needs her moms death certificate for the paper work and she needs Mansels as well.

I know where everything is but for the rest of the paper work I will take my time sending it off.

Well I will keep you informed the outcome of this journey I’m on.

Love all of you that are here for me.
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Posted:Jan 18, 2022 7:16 am
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2022 7:48 am

Tonight Mansel passed away at midnight. He should not of died yet. But nurses where yelling at him to stop being stubborn and to let me clean him up when they where not around, but he would always say to me you do not get paid to clean my ass and they do.
I understand I was not getting paid to be his caregiver but I was staying with him to keep him inside his home and not a facility.

I will surely miss this man that became part of my family. I just hope and pray he got everything he always was looking for. He wanted to have a so badly but his wife never gave him one, so when he meet me he got more then a he got an entire family. My grandson and Mansel became friends instantly and was always asking can I go to Mansels house because he felt safe here and Mansel loved hearing them play in the house. Mansel said the house came alive when the boys where over.

God brought me to Mansel because he knew we where a perfect fit.

Rest in Peace’ Mansel I will miss you dearly….
Posted:Jan 7, 2022 6:15 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2022 4:13 pm

Ever wonder why life never goes the way you would like it to go? Well it’s like this you have to go through a lot of bullshit to get what you in life and sometimes you get the thing you always wanted but it comes with things you do not like as well.

Me for instinct I have a very good partner in the bedroom but even at times that is not enough. I have always thought that we meet people in our lives to help us achieve what we want in this world. I’ve been married for 31 years and I’m at the point in my life I want to explore other things and my husband he already explored all the stuff I want to explore so he does not want to do it anymore. Only if he could see it would improve his sex life with me and see what all he is missing out on.

I’m on here now by myself and against his wishes. I will not stop trying so that one day he will wake up and see. I will respond to your messages as often as I can. So please do not forget I’m here.
Smog School
Posted:Dec 27, 2021 8:06 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2022 4:13 pm

Back in 2005 I was going to school for smog technician. The only girl in the class. C average student which teacher liked very well and even gave me a lot of the answer to the test even though I did not need them.

There were fifteen guys and me twice a week. Well I met this one guy in the class that was very nice and we study together while at school. Well this one day a new student showed up nice looking and all. We started to talk and got to know one another well. We would spend are lunch time together and the other students thought he was my husband since we have gotten close.

Well yes we got close and one day we went for a walk after class and somehow ended up behind the building making out. It did not seem to bother the two of us to be in the open making out. We ended up screwing right there outside. It was exciting to fuck someone outside and not get caught. Who knows if anyone saw us.

Well the next time we got together we went to a hotel room and we enjoyed one another better than the first time behind the school building.

Never heard from him again because he was there only for his a/c license but at least we had a good time while it lasted.

Never told this one to husband but of course he never told me all of his either…
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Posted:Dec 27, 2021 7:42 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2024 9:55 am

I’m sitting here watching Mansel sleep. He’s been sleeping all day which is a good thing because I had to sneak out and go help with my because she was having her puppies today and she needed help so I called my buddy over because we had to do emergency c-section on her. Well she had six girls and two boys. Bully/French bully very nice looking pair. The only problem I have is my wants to keep all eight of them. At least they won’t all be at my house they will be spread around the four boys. But I know I will have at least three or four at my place.

While sitting here doing my diamond painting Mansel woke up and asked me to brush his hair and put his Christmas blanket on him and take pictures of him to send to his sister. Does not ask for much just that I stay by his side. Jose laughed when I told him what he wanted me to do so he came out to see. He said to me why is he acting like a little ? I told him you always end up back as a baby when you are ready to leave this world but I’m not going to let him leave yet. He wants to drive and see the esclipse in 2024. Then he wants us to go to the Grand Canyon and Yellowstone park. I want to do these things for him. I do not know why I just do. I guess it’s my calling for now.

When I was getting him ready for his pictures he said to me what you want me to kiss you, I laughed and acted like I did not hear what he said.

The where telling me today that he told them he was very happy that they spent Christmas with him that he has not had a Christmas like this for a long time. I just hope we can have many more Christmas together.

This is just to write down things in my head and letting everyone know I am real and a lot goes on in my busy life. No one every thought you would have to take care of other peoples family members but I guess it’s a good thing I’m here with him and he can see someone cares about him in these kinds of measures.

I would really like to get to know all my friends on this site and not just in the bedroom because a lot happens outside of the bedroom as well.

Til next time love you guys
Posted:Dec 26, 2021 3:52 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2024 9:55 am

Well the day is long and just waiting for one of many secret lovers I come and show me what I been missing for a long while. So horny for another man’s touch can’t get the feeling out of my head.

Well I’m laying in my bedroom just thinking what is going to happen today when I get a from my secret lover. When are you going get away my door is opened for you come in and get everything you want. First you will my cock and when you finish me off I a couple of other men that want take you as well.

Finished with my lover and then he brings in another handsome man that has 8 inches for me . Sucked on his cock til he grabs me up and bends me over sticking that hard thick cock inside my wet juicy pussy and while he is pounding away another gentlemen walks in and puts his cock in my mouth taking every inch he has offer. Both gentlemen taking turns with me pounding away and all of a sudden I get finally feel two men inside me. Never knew would feel this good. While they are fucking me like never before a third gentlemen shows up and his cock is inserted into my mouth until he is nice and hard and then they all swap places. Each of them having way with me and me of course enjoying all the attention these men are giving me.

This is the best day anyone would ever for me. Enjoying these men and giving them all they want. Just having an amazing time with them all and knowing this can happen whenever I would like it happen.

The problem I is that I do all this on my own because husband can not find in himself share with other men but share me with women. He does not know that if he shared it would be better for everyone.

If I ever ask for someone enjoy themselves with me I surely hope no one turns down a horny housewife….

This was written for someone I enjoy chatting with and getting know here on
Posted:Dec 26, 2021 10:04 am
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2021 7:22 pm

It was a good day after all. All the showed up and Mansel had a Christmas with his new family. He even drank a beer with Jose. The family made him feel part of the family and he never looked happier.

A little hard work makes a different so keep trying your best at everything you do…
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Christmas Eve
Posted:Dec 24, 2021 8:17 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2021 5:13 pm

Well today has been a very good day. Mansel has changed the way he is always calling me now since I supposedly walked out of the house when he threw his old friend out of the house. He’s been letting me get sleep for the last three days and it really feels good.

One thing I have noticed is I do not cum for my husband since he told me that we can not go out with others and also I have not been chatting with the man that has made me so damn horny. I need him around for my husbands sake. (Sad)…..

Tomorrow I will have all the over so I will not be myself a lot of cooking and baking will start in the morning very early. Then everyone shows up and open there presents and then eat all day and just hanging out and having fun…

Someone needs to help me out. Talk dirty, send nasty pics, anything to make a fire inside. Give me hints to get that fire lit again. I would try anything..

Chat tomorrow need to do my job again……

Merry Christmas everyone
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2nd time around
Posted:Dec 22, 2021 11:55 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2021 5:14 pm

It went great. This time she brought another friend with her. I was listening the conversation and it figures he would bring the other lady why do you not get vaccinated? I understand why the woman does not get vaccinated because I really did not want get vaccinated but I had no choice because caring for this man they would not let in the hospital without it so I am fully vaccinated. Just because I total stranger I got vaccinated.(funny)…..

Since I bitched yesterday he slept the whole night and never called my name to 6 am. Sometimes you have to be mean to make people see how much they need you in there life. I guess I’m the lucky one that so many people need me in there life’s

I will come back when I have something good to share. So to all my friends out there at you later and let’s keep playing together and enjoying one another in every way possible…

Old friends visit
Posted:Dec 21, 2021 12:45 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2021 5:14 pm

Did not go as planned so I had to act like a bitch so he can change his ways. His friend showed up trying to make amends with him but he was stubborn and ask her to leave. I was sitting in the living room listening to every word that was being said and I’m sorry I’m on her side. He’s like most men thinking of themselves. I almost wrote all men but I know quit a few men that are loving and caring so I had to change it to most men.

Most men think with dick and of Mansel. Just because she is trying to end one mean part does not mean the whole relationship has to go down the drain. Men like to the woman up after they get a couple of beers in them and us sluts and other names for that matter just because they can’t get there dicks wet. We would appreciate you men out there to look deep inside the words and not jump the thinking we do not want anything to do with you. We need you men in our lives for many things other then fucking. I understand you men think you can’t gIve in or you will be called a pussy by others but let me tell you this you get more when you try harder to make things work. If we are not the right fit you will surely know that.

Well I guess me acting the bitch made him open his eyes because he is letting her come back tomorrow. I told him if it’s not for me then who would be here taking care of him especially when his own sister does not care if he lives or dies. He’s lucky a complete stranger is watching over him and his interest. He made a comment that he wanted to go back to valley so I walked out of the house and acted like I left making my husband go in and talk to him. Making him see that I am the one losing sleep and other things because I am caring for him and trying to make him get better instead of letting the hospice people letting him just die and not give a shit about what he wants and the dreams he wants to fulfill.

I know it does not work out right but hopefully he saw something today and he changes the way he thinks. I’ll be back on tomorrow to see how round two plays out with an old flame that has never went completely out. And new friendships that are happening when people show a little kind heart and caring for a complete stranger and just want this world to be a better place.

I believe I am something good in peoples life not anything bad. If we have a chance to get together it is from the man in the sky that is making it a special thing.

Just enjoy what you have and please never take anyone for granted life is to short to not give anything or anyone a try…..
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