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Blogs > 80sbaby71 > Life in the Nursery~

FLY FREE  

80sbaby71 52F
7352 posts
12/26/2008 9:31 pm
FLY FREE



Butterfly open your wings
fly free
Butterfly glide through the breeze
fly free
Butterfly spread your wings
and fly free

As I lay in my bed at night,
I can feel the tears start to fall.
As I hold my pillow tight,
I can feel my heart continue to break.
When I wake up in the night,
and I reach for you.....
I will continue to reach
for I know you are there
Somewhere, out there.....

Tears on my pillow
Blankets all askew
I wish there was more
But what can I do?
I tried my hardest
But was never enough
Tears on my pillow
I wait for my heart to stop aching
I go on day by day
I wait for the phone to ring
I wait for your knock on my door
The days go by and I continue to grow
Soon the little girl will be gone
And I will be transformed

T is for the times I have struggled
E is for each day I have conquered
A is for the anger I have overcome
R is for the redemption I feel
S is for the serenity I now pocess

As I sit and ponder, I think of my friends. I have made mistakes now and then. And from those mistakes I have tried to learn. As each day passes, I can feel the little girl inside me. As I slowly move through my new life I am discovering that I have a strength that I never realized existed. I have overcome my worst fears and come out the other side as the victor. My friends have shown me tough love, at the time it hurt almost as bad as my fears. The being alone, abandoned once again. Now my eyes are open and I am ready to move on. I have grown in these last 2 months, more so in the last couple of weeks. I have loved and I have lost. My heart has been broken but my spirit beats strong. I will take each day as it comes. I will take my time and be a person to be proud of, a woman. The little girl is slowly fading in to the background as the woman in me begins to finally come out into the open. I am beautiful, I am special, I am worthy....I am ME.
GrayKnight127 62M
37 posts
12/28/2008 8:35 pm

 Wish it had been me in your heart, as you are in mine.


PonyGirl1965 58F  
22090 posts
1/13/2009 10:05 pm

 You have always been special sweetheart. You just had to see it for yourself Your friends knew all along about your beautiful heart. I am so proud of you!!


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